note to mr right

Dear ___________

I think of you as the best person in my life. You mean the world to me. I dont know why I cant be happy for you moving on with other girls. I know that i should be but it hurts me more than you can imagine. I look at you and i feel my eyes light up. You seem so right for me, why dont you see it? I feel like you are poking at my heart with a needle. im starting to think that true love doesnt exist anymore. you know me so well, so i know you understand that im hurting. you dont ever help it though, you run from me when you think im upset. i cant do this with questions in my head anymore. i want you to tell me if it is over, tell me straight up. i know you think it will hurt but i will get over it. its better for me to start healing now than to live another day believing i will be with you and only you one day.
I Love You,
Shelley