Monday, April 14, 2008

old diary writing from 09-25-06

These times where the world is perfect can be changed in a split
second. everything is grand and then there is a dent in your car and your
record is now amazingly damaged again. you look to the authority
in disgust becasue of one of their teamates is making your life hell.
maybe its when the love of your life has sex with a one night stand
when he just lost his virginity three weeks ago. you feel like everything
is better than you ever imagined and then there is a crash into your perfect world.
Life has never been perfect but when you didnt know what was happening in your surrounding
thats when things seemed perfect. when moms and dads loved each other
true love was destined
money was no issue, alcohol and drugs werent even existance,
car wrecks werennt possible without a license.
now days i see the real world and i usually love it but today it feels
as if its against me and i cant escape the past and move on.
tommorrow ill be ok but for now im gone to mope about this horrible world
that most wish they didnt exist in, but for me its different
i wish more could exist in this world with me and make it more perfect.
no need for selfsih killers there needs to be more lovers that have gone and pastaway and
less of those who take lives away.
those who wont let people move on and get their life on track.
if thats what the law wants then why not let me keep on going wiht my right track
maybe i can start a trend, i helped a best friend out of his deathbed, how come they cant see the good in that

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